how exactly are you ment to react when someone you are so exceptionally close to, or thats what you thought tells you something scary and just like not good in general.
Pure shock, fear and hopelessness? If this had been before uni i would see them tomorrow, give them a hug and just generally be there for them, but like what can i do when theres this great distance between us to? It wasn't even something like i could have helped avert i don't think but still i now feel so hopeless. I want to give them a hug so bad yet i can't!
FUCKKKK!!!!! i literally have no clue what to do and im not going to get to see them or ages. i just hope hope hope there not on a downward spiral again cause like that was bad for the both of us the fist time, difference was like we both went through it at the same time. Although now i can kinda feel myself slipping back. I really don't think i could deal with that now, not with my pending week at college with the prospect of a 60 hour week im screwed and yer i echo my earlier sentiment FUCKKKKK!
Sunday, 7 February 2010
Friday, 5 February 2010
big arse shirt
For like the past 2 and half days and then 2 days last week i have been making a period mans shirt at college. Woop Woop. it was kinda a fluke that we managed to make something, and the fact its full scale is even better really. Plus is all like ruffly, gathered with huge sleeves i love it. I must say i did ensure that i had a huge ruffle to go or the full romantic feel. Although its completely to scale using a pattern to then draft my own, wow did they turn out big.I tried my on and whey reached like my knees which was preety comical {see below} however i get a sneaky suspicion that technically im like poop in comparison to others.
I dunno...
one. i work slow but like i actually need to liek start focusing if im ever to finish anything - more on this in a mo
two. like yer i dunno i think i just lack so much experience maybe i should have done a foundation year? who knows hmmm
three. i swear im just way to picky cause like i could sew a line, ill ask someone and there like thats fine but like i just can't go on cause itll irritate me so i find myself doing the same thing constantly whilst others are just moving. why am i so phinicity? tis oh just a tad annoying
about being slow... well yer with our whole kimono project i never finished my kimono and like some people had days off and yer there further ahead of me how bad does that look. Like with this shirt some people are a day behind me or they had to wait to fabric to be washed and were at the same stage. To be fair with both projects i was very close to finishing kinda, i think im closer with the shirt but still ahhh its so just like irritating!
Great learning experience though i will admit, i really have learnt a lot over the two process
things for future reference: head down, concentrate and don't talk!!!
aim for accuracy but give myself a break me thinks
if i do these things maybe ill finish summit .. just maybe then id be happy =)
The jazzy kimono
The epic shirt
I dunno...
one. i work slow but like i actually need to liek start focusing if im ever to finish anything - more on this in a mo
two. like yer i dunno i think i just lack so much experience maybe i should have done a foundation year? who knows hmmm
three. i swear im just way to picky cause like i could sew a line, ill ask someone and there like thats fine but like i just can't go on cause itll irritate me so i find myself doing the same thing constantly whilst others are just moving. why am i so phinicity? tis oh just a tad annoying
about being slow... well yer with our whole kimono project i never finished my kimono and like some people had days off and yer there further ahead of me how bad does that look. Like with this shirt some people are a day behind me or they had to wait to fabric to be washed and were at the same stage. To be fair with both projects i was very close to finishing kinda, i think im closer with the shirt but still ahhh its so just like irritating!
Great learning experience though i will admit, i really have learnt a lot over the two process
things for future reference: head down, concentrate and don't talk!!!
aim for accuracy but give myself a break me thinks
if i do these things maybe ill finish summit .. just maybe then id be happy =)
The jazzy kimono
The epic shirt
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