how exactly are you ment to react when someone you are so exceptionally close to, or thats what you thought tells you something scary and just like not good in general.
Pure shock, fear and hopelessness? If this had been before uni i would see them tomorrow, give them a hug and just generally be there for them, but like what can i do when theres this great distance between us to? It wasn't even something like i could have helped avert i don't think but still i now feel so hopeless. I want to give them a hug so bad yet i can't!
FUCKKKK!!!!! i literally have no clue what to do and im not going to get to see them or ages. i just hope hope hope there not on a downward spiral again cause like that was bad for the both of us the fist time, difference was like we both went through it at the same time. Although now i can kinda feel myself slipping back. I really don't think i could deal with that now, not with my pending week at college with the prospect of a 60 hour week im screwed and yer i echo my earlier sentiment FUCKKKKK!
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